I think I saw fireworks tonight…
Omgosh. I’m just so happy with how tonight went. ^___^
Well, just today in general. Got home super late last night, then woke up to the house full of activity. It was house cleaning day. Normally, I don’t do shit, but I felt like actually being productive. So I started by putting away my shoes, folding and putting away clothes, and vacuuming my floor. Next, I got everything off my bed to FINALLY wash my sheets and such. Even my comforter got washed, thank goodness.
After all that, my mom told me to get ready so I could go grocery shopping with them. We went to Sprout’s, Trader Joe’s, and lastly WinCo. So, we realized at WinCo we forgot a few things. We decided we’d take everything home first and then head over to Fresh and Easy, and Ralph’s apparently… Anyways, while I was out, I get this random text from him. He asks me if I’m busy, I said no because I hadn’t made any plans. He then invites me to go over and hang out with him. I was beyond excited, because normally I have to do ALL the planning with a guy. Yet here he is, making the plans. I was beyond thrilled. I said yes, naturally. We get home, make dinner, watch a movie, and then I got ready and left. I go upstairs for the first time with him, he shows me his sister’s room and she shows me their new dog, Henna. So cute! ^__^ Anyways, afterwards I saw his room. Very simple, I liked it. :] We then decided to watch Final Destination movies, but ended up only watching the fifth one. His mom came home about a half hour into it. She made us some dinner, we finished the movie, watched Bubble Boy after that, and then I had to head home because I have work in 6 hours. He walked me to my truck and we hugged, it was just really nice. As we were hugging, he asked if it would be okay if he gave me a kiss goodnight. I said yes, and then…. Fireworks. I was beyond happy. I’m still beyond happy.
Later today he may end up going to lunch with me during my lunch break, I certainly hope so. We’ll see how things go. :]
And that was my night. My wonderful Saturday night. Gah, I’m so happy….
Goodnight, tumblites! <3
I met his family today. Granted, I already had met them before, this time it was more of a formal thing. Watched The Help, and Pan’s Labyrinth for the first time. Good movie. Good times. So pleased with how the night went. <3
That’s my hurdle I want to leap this year. I’m not too sure what inspired me to choose this, but I know it’s what has been on my mind for a while. I guess it started when I overcame my fear of snakes last month. I just have this whole mindset now of wanting to overcome my fears. This year, I already have at least these three things to accomplish: get a tattoo, hold a tarantula, and come out to my family. These may not seem like big deals, but to me…. They’ll be some of the hardest things I’ll push myself to do. This is going to be my year, and I’m not gonna let fear stand in the way of me making it so.
Gah! I can’t decide between chemistry and calculus. D:
I’m very satisfied with how things are going right now.
Next month should be interesting, to say the least. I’m hoping I’m not going to be alone on Valentine’s Day, but we’ll see. Just some thoughts going through my head right now, seeing as how that’ll be a very busy day for me whether I’m at work to help Kim in Floral or at school. I think it’ll turn out better than last year’s though. Only time will tell. :]
Today’s been great. Got some sushi with Justyn, how I’ve missed her. <3 two days before she leaves for Massachusetts for school. I’m in food coma mode right now, probably for the next few hours before work. Tonight should be fun. :]
I’ve only fallen in love with one person before. Knowing what that can hold against me, knowing what power they have over my heart… It’s frightening. To think, I want to open myself to this guy. To think, it’ll be as if my chest is open and my heart is beating for him to easily shatter to pieces…. Then again, he could take it and accept it with warmth and love. I know I’m getting ahead of myself, but I’ve never fallen for a guy before. It’s kinda… Frightening. I dunno. I just gotta relax. :]
Really? It’s just so wonderful. I don’t even know what to say. He makes me speechless. :3
I’m as giddy as a blubbering idiot right now. :3
You don’t know how big of a smile this brought to my face. :]
Spent the night out with Theresa and Spencer! <3
He is such a great guy, I’m glad I finally got to meet him. :]
I didn’t realize how much I had missed Theresa until I finally saw her. I gave her a really big hug, let go, and then just gave her another one. I love that girl so much.
Started the night out with some crepes from Genki Living in the Diamond Plaza under Cue. Next was Cinnabon for Spencer, since he had never had it before. Janette met up with us there to share the deliciousness. XD Then it was off to Round One for some bowling! :D We finally finished up our second game, and I came in last both times. XD I didn’t care, it was so fun. Headed back to Diamond Plaza to get some food. Ate some sushi and some yummy udon noodles. Not to mention the sesame balls we had. :3 Left the restaurant, and saw that Cue was CLOSED. T_____T Depression…. BUT, Round One DOES have the Japanese photo booths there! :D So we headed back over there for some last minute photos. Finally, after three different booths, we headed home.
Now, I’m just gonna relax and then head to bed. Got work in the morning; should be fun. :]
Goodnight, tumblites! <3
P.S. Yesterday marked my anniversary for having my ears pierced for one year. XD Just a random note.
Look at how much things have changed. Wow… Blast from the past!!
Reblogging this for myself. To show me the change that was made in six years. To push forward and change for the better. To shape myself into the person I want to be. <3
I’ve diluted myself to think that something could work with you.
How could it, when you’re so close to him? It’s not even possible. I would wanna meet your friends and get along with them, but that would be impossible for he and I. He wants nothing to do with me, and that just wouldn’t be a good thing… I don’t even know why I let myself think you’d even be interested. I don’t understand people sometimes…