Mini road trip was a success!

Got to meet one of my very handsome followers. [: heheh. Good times. <3 overall, a very relaxing trip. It was a nice getaway. Until we meet again, Josh. <3

omgme:

awwwwww

“I hold my breath when I hear lies.

Adore to see your eyes fly.

I hold my breath when I hear lies.

I’m colorblind when you deny.”

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my heart is so fucked up.

thefabulousbrad:

it goes through so many ups and downs and getting stabbed from love. I’m surprised it still knows how to function properly. Fuck feelings and love and all that shit. I really need to learn how to be content on being alone. 

I have the same problem..

top-notch-thoughts:

burned out.

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top-notch-thoughts:

meow

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Random gift at work from my #Ralphs #mom. She’s so thoughtful. ☺💚 #gift #card #polar #bear #polarbear #checkstand #work #collage #writing #handwriting #love #friend (Taken with instagram)

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MY favorite part of the day today?

Giving Justine the gift I got her for Secret Santa. <3 I love giving gifts, it makes me feel so accomplished. To be able to show that I know someone well enough to get them a gift that they would really enjoy… It’s just so rewarding. To see their face light up when they just see the gift bag. It was miraculous.

I managed to get everything in Hello Kitty. A Hello Kitty Wii game, gift bag, coloring pages, crayons, playing cards, stamp and pad, stickers, erasers, more stickers, and more stamps. It was truly amazing just seeing her face light up when she got the gift.

Yeah, I worked a full day, but that happening halfway through during my lunch just made it all worth it. <3

I can’t wait to give Jerica her shirt! And hopefully Adrian his. If he ever replies to me, which I doubt he will. His loss.

I wish I could find more things to get for people, but I’m very picky when it comes to buying something for another person…

Example: my sister. On Thursday I went to Riverside for school. Afterwards I headed up the street to this 4 story antique shop to try and find something with elephants for my sister, or just something worth giving her.

I spent over an hour in that store, went through all of the floors and through every single spot imaginable. I didn’t find one thing that was good enough for her.

Yeah, I found a few elephant figurines, but…. They just weren’t good enough. I want her gift to be perfect. She’s my sister, my blood, my only other sibling. She and I share a bond I share with no other person on this planet. I love her, to death. And I don’t mean that lightly. I would do anything to make my sister happy. I would stop at nothing to help that girl. I don’t want to settle for this gift or that, I want it to be perfect. Even if it means shopping three different days next week at twenty different stores, I’ll do it.

So, basically, today has been great, regardless of my mother bitching at me. And it’s only gonna get better. <3

#random #text #thoughts #personal #like #love #rainbow #hearts (Taken with instagram)

Life.

Is quite the fascination…

I wonder why so many people are into the hook up scene? Honestly, I’m not. Call me old fashioned, I like to have emotions behind it all. I like to feel something for the person that I’m sharing that moment with.

I said I wanna go on a date. Yeah, I do, but I don’t want it to just be with anyone. Someone doesn’t wanna go on a date with me: okay. If they do, then maybe there’s a reason that they’re giving me a chance. Life throws you for a loop, you just gotta notice the little things it’s showing you.

So, the message behind this is simple: I’m going to be patient. Patient for the right guy. For a guy that is going somewhere. A guy that is going to school and making something of his life. Someone that I can share my inner-most thoughts with. And when I do come across him, I’ll be the happiest person alive. <3

Dear Future Boyfriend.

I keep seeing “Dear Future Girlfriend” over and over, from Brenda’s Tumblr, and I can’t help but want to put my ideas out there.

If you were my boyfriend, you’d be in for a ride. Things would never be boring. We would always look for places to go, restaurants to eat at. I would cook for you, even though it might turn out terribly. Yet you’d probably come into the kitchen to help me, and we’d both just make such a mess. It’d be so memorable and fun.

I would take you shopping, even if it is just to see you in the best clothes ever. Just to look together, to hold hands with you as we’re walking around. I would want to show the world the person I get to share myself with. The one I choose to give myself to.

I’d want you to meet my friends, for they are such a big part of my life. They’re my life support, always there when I need them.

I’m not saying I need a boyfriend or even really want one. Yeah, it’d be nice, but until a guy proves to me that he’s worthy of my time, I’m flying solo.

Just know, I’d give you the world. I’d light up the sky for you, be the warmth when the chilly wind is blowing, be there for you when you call. I’d turn your world upside-down, and it’d never be the same.

If you just gave me a chance…

And, now, I wait. I wait for the guy to come along to catch my eye.

I asked my iPhone to define the word “love.” I found this proverb in the entry it gave me.Beautiful. ❤ #quote #love #iphone #definition #proverb (Taken with instagram)

I really love my Mac for the music it can play.

I miss music so much…. Making music was my passion, the kindling to the fire raging inside of me, the wind blowing into my sails, the sun to help my plants grow… When I played my sax, I felt free. I felt myself open to the world in a way I had never experienced. In many ways, I think music helped me be a better person.

This winter I WILL begin to rent an instrument to call my own. I want to at least attempt to make it into the wind ensemble at my campus. At least then I could say I tried.

But this way of thinking is not what I will have as my mindset. I will go now with this plan in my head. I will take hold of this tool and create something so beautiful… I will achieve my goal, work harder than I ever have before, and bring music back into my life once more.

This is why I love my Tay. ❤ #friendship #love #text #friend #conversation (Taken with instagram)