The #ghetto way to get a picture at #Cue. XD it says #love at the bottom in #japanese. だいすき #instagram #bestfriend #friends #memories #photobooth #life #me #personal #selfportrait #portrait #gay (Taken with instagram)

#me #eating the #little #octopi. #octopus #babyoctopi #ramen #seafood #soup #japanese #clams #selfportrait #gay #boy #gayboy #food #yum #yummy #collage (Taken with instagram)

On my break at #work. #breaktime #break #time #relax #uniform #ralphs #grocery #store #retail #instagram #iphone #otterbox #boobies #bracelet #fashion #vest #neon #gay #gayboy #gaycub #boy #selfportrait #self #me #ryan (Taken with instagram)

#hair #cut and and @katarinafimya was nice enough to do my #eyebrows. 😁 #haircut #me #personal #instagram #selfportrait #gay #gayguy #socal #cub #handsome #cute #boy #gayboy #ryjayso #ryan (Taken with instagram)

Going out. ✌ #gay #gayguy #socal #ontario #me #personal #selfportrait #fashion #shirt #skinnyjeans #iphone #instagram #cub (Taken with instagram)

bombardmentsociety:

round two.

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#day #twentyone- #reflection. #daytwentyone #photoaday #challenge #instagram #photo #selfportrait #me (Taken with instagram)

Fun times with Jerica. <3

I think I saw fireworks tonight…

Omgosh. I’m just so happy with how tonight went. ^___^

Well, just today in general. Got home super late last night, then woke up to the house full of activity. It was house cleaning day. Normally, I don’t do shit, but I felt like actually being productive. So I started by putting away my shoes, folding and putting away clothes, and vacuuming my floor. Next, I got everything off my bed to FINALLY wash my sheets and such. Even my comforter got washed, thank goodness.

After all that, my mom told me to get ready so I could go grocery shopping with them. We went to Sprout’s, Trader Joe’s, and lastly WinCo. So, we realized at WinCo we forgot a few things. We decided we’d take everything home first and then head over to Fresh and Easy, and Ralph’s apparently… Anyways, while I was out, I get this random text from him. He asks me if I’m busy, I said no because I hadn’t made any plans. He then invites me to go over and hang out with him. I was beyond excited, because normally I have to do ALL the planning with a guy. Yet here he is, making the plans. I was beyond thrilled. I said yes, naturally. We get home, make dinner, watch a movie, and then I got ready and left. I go upstairs for the first time with him, he shows me his sister’s room and she shows me their new dog, Henna. So cute! ^__^ Anyways, afterwards I saw his room. Very simple, I liked it. :] We then decided to watch Final Destination movies, but ended up only watching the fifth one. His mom came home about a half hour into it. She made us some dinner, we finished the movie, watched Bubble Boy after that, and then I had to head home because I have work in 6 hours. He walked me to my truck and we hugged, it was just really nice. As we were hugging, he asked if it would be okay if he gave me a kiss goodnight. I said yes, and then…. Fireworks. I was beyond happy. I’m still beyond happy.

Later today he may end up going to lunch with me during my lunch break, I certainly hope so. We’ll see how things go. :]

And that was my night. My wonderful Saturday night. Gah, I’m so happy….

Goodnight, tumblites! <3

Wow.

I met his family today. Granted, I already had met them before, this time it was more of a formal thing. Watched The Help, and Pan’s Labyrinth for the first time. Good movie. Good times. So pleased with how the night went. <3

Fear.

That’s my hurdle I want to leap this year. I’m not too sure what inspired me to choose this, but I know it’s what has been on my mind for a while. I guess it started when I overcame my fear of snakes last month. I just have this whole mindset now of wanting to overcome my fears. This year, I already have at least these three things to accomplish: get a tattoo, hold a tarantula, and come out to my family. These may not seem like big deals, but to me…. They’ll be some of the hardest things I’ll push myself to do. This is going to be my year, and I’m not gonna let fear stand in the way of me making it so.

Gah! I can’t decide between chemistry and calculus. D:

I’m very satisfied with how things are going right now.

Next month should be interesting, to say the least. I’m hoping I’m not going to be alone on Valentine’s Day, but we’ll see. Just some thoughts going through my head right now, seeing as how that’ll be a very busy day for me whether I’m at work to help Kim in Floral or at school. I think it’ll turn out better than last year’s though. Only time will tell. :]

Today’s been great. Got some sushi with Justyn, how I’ve missed her. <3 two days before she leaves for Massachusetts for school. I’m in food coma mode right now, probably for the next few hours before work. Tonight should be fun. :]

Realization….

I’ve only fallen in love with one person before. Knowing what that can hold against me, knowing what power they have over my heart… It’s frightening. To think, I want to open myself to this guy. To think, it’ll be as if my chest is open and my heart is beating for him to easily shatter to pieces…. Then again, he could take it and accept it with warmth and love. I know I’m getting ahead of myself, but I’ve never fallen for a guy before. It’s kinda… Frightening. I dunno. I just gotta relax. :]