Because of #you, I have made such an #improvement. My #life is headed in a better direction. Your #positive, #caring, and #loving #attitude help keep my head a little higher than before. In time, I will achieve all my #goals. I already have so much to thank you for… And there is still more to come. #dating #gay #gayboy #boy #fashion #shirt #earrings #swarovskiearrings #swarovski #self #selfportrait #portrait #instagram #bracelet #me #myself #mirror #reflection (Taken with Instagram)
Today wasn’t a very good day earlier as I found out the car I’ve had forever has pretty much reached it’s limit and I was stuck not only at home, but found out I’ll be losing a huge amount of money due to the car.
However, I feel like looking through photos helps me along with listening to music and remembering the memories I’ve made. It sucks looking through some things because there’s people you miss and people you really don’t. There were several photos I wanted to upload, but then I looked closer and thought no, but I’m really grateful for my close, not so close, best friends, and my best friend. I hope I do everything in my power for my amazing friends and just in general for people. I know it’s a blog about myself, but my best friends had a really rough beginning to this year. I hope it gets better for him, he’s literally, and maybe I’m alone in seeing it sometimes, one of the most amazing people in this world and I wish him the best..even when I’m super upset and hope he gets hit by a car because obviously I want to be the one driving the car.(That’s so complicated..and ironic as I can’t drive my car). I just wish he didn’t have to deal with everything alone. I wish I could do something, but I’ll do everything I can because that’s what my friendship is for these people and especially him.
ITS A PROMISE.
I’m so lucky to be apart of this. <3
So I went to Hot Topic today.
And I was just standing there awkwardly as the guy was scanning the two shirts I was buying, and nothing was said… And I randomly started talking to him about how he was folding the shirts, and how the way he does it is far more impressive than my own handywork. It amazed me, I made a conversation with some random guy. Yeah, he may not have been gay, but just the fact that I’m taking a step towards talking to a random stranger is exciting to me.
I know, I do it at work, I have to since I work in a grocery store, but that’s different… It’s my job. I’ve just felt inspired by a few people lately to just talk to others.
To name a few, there’s Aurillius, Brenda, and Alexis. These three each seem to flow with a conversation so easily with random people we come across, and it fascinates me. It’s inspired me to become more social in my life, not that I’m not social as it is. XD But even more so.
Besides that, today was fantastic. This week has just been great. I have a new outlook on things, and I just keep finding the positive in my life.
I was randomly walking down the aisle as I was sweeping today, and I just kinda was like “eh, I’m at work… Sigh.” Then, I remembered: my life is awesome. Full of awesome people (friends, coworkers, regulars, teachers, family, etc), full of excitement, and just full of positivity. I can’t help but be happy. I’m keeping my head up, looking to the brighter side of life. I’m trying to not waste a moment on negative energy.
I can’t wait for the new year to begin, I’m gonna be a better, more improved me. <3
I say what I mean, and I mean what I say.
I try to live a life with no regrets. I don’t regret a single word that I’ve uttered to you, especially those three. Even if the end result isn’t what I want, I won’t regret any of it. While others would look back and feel bitter about what happened, I would look back and learn from it. I’m hoping it doesn’t turn out this way and I’m staying positive, and I’m trying to make you as happy as I possibly can in the meantime.