One of the previous #nights. Love going to #bed with a #smile on my #face. ☺ #goodnight #night #bedtime #bedroom #me #ryan #ryjayso #gay #boy #glasses #instagram #myself #selfportrait #happiness (Taken with instagram)

There’s another Ryan at #work now, so they put me as Ry. I feel special. :3 #handwriting #handwritten #name #ryan #heart #smileyface #instagram #sweeps #ralphs (Taken with instagram)

I #love coming to #work and seeing little #hearts #written next to my #name. ❤ #handwritten #handwriting #writing #sweeps #ryan #nice #ralphs #paper #folder #instagram #pen #ink (Taken with instagram)

#hair #cut and and @katarinafimya was nice enough to do my #eyebrows. 😁 #haircut #me #personal #instagram #selfportrait #gay #gayguy #socal #cub #handsome #cute #boy #gayboy #ryjayso #ryan (Taken with instagram)

I think I saw fireworks tonight…

Omgosh. I’m just so happy with how tonight went. ^___^

Well, just today in general. Got home super late last night, then woke up to the house full of activity. It was house cleaning day. Normally, I don’t do shit, but I felt like actually being productive. So I started by putting away my shoes, folding and putting away clothes, and vacuuming my floor. Next, I got everything off my bed to FINALLY wash my sheets and such. Even my comforter got washed, thank goodness.

After all that, my mom told me to get ready so I could go grocery shopping with them. We went to Sprout’s, Trader Joe’s, and lastly WinCo. So, we realized at WinCo we forgot a few things. We decided we’d take everything home first and then head over to Fresh and Easy, and Ralph’s apparently… Anyways, while I was out, I get this random text from him. He asks me if I’m busy, I said no because I hadn’t made any plans. He then invites me to go over and hang out with him. I was beyond excited, because normally I have to do ALL the planning with a guy. Yet here he is, making the plans. I was beyond thrilled. I said yes, naturally. We get home, make dinner, watch a movie, and then I got ready and left. I go upstairs for the first time with him, he shows me his sister’s room and she shows me their new dog, Henna. So cute! ^__^ Anyways, afterwards I saw his room. Very simple, I liked it. :] We then decided to watch Final Destination movies, but ended up only watching the fifth one. His mom came home about a half hour into it. She made us some dinner, we finished the movie, watched Bubble Boy after that, and then I had to head home because I have work in 6 hours. He walked me to my truck and we hugged, it was just really nice. As we were hugging, he asked if it would be okay if he gave me a kiss goodnight. I said yes, and then…. Fireworks. I was beyond happy. I’m still beyond happy.

Later today he may end up going to lunch with me during my lunch break, I certainly hope so. We’ll see how things go. :]

And that was my night. My wonderful Saturday night. Gah, I’m so happy….

Goodnight, tumblites! <3

I’m as giddy as a blubbering idiot right now. :3

You don’t know how big of a smile this brought to my face. :]

Day Two- handwrite your Tumblr name. Ryjayso- ry: Ryan, jay: letter J in my middle name, and so: for Sousa. #tumblrurl #tumblr #url #screenname #screen #name #sn #username #user #name #meaning #ryan #joseph #sousa #ryjayso #instagram #daytwo #day #two #handwriting #handwritten #hand #challenge (Taken with instagram)

Day One- write your full name. #my #name #myname #handwriting #handwritten #challenge #tumblr #instagram #personal #me #writing #hand #pen #paper #lines #full #name #fullname #ryan #joseph #sousa #rjs (Taken with instagram)

Sleepy me. Just got out of work. Talk to me. :]

Four of my favorite filters on #Camera+ because I got bored. 😜😁😄😏 #me #ryan #selfportrait #gay #guy (Taken with instagram)

Good times with Aurillius and Brenda. ❤ #friends #goodtimes #selfportrait #portrait #personal #me #ryan #brenda #aurillius (Taken with instagram)

I’m diggin’ it. :>

For Ryan :]

fluorescent-dream:

I FUCKING LOVE IT. <3 8D

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